> Recent Entries
> Archive
> Friends
> User Info
> previous 10 entries

May 6th, 2010

11:02 pm Control.. control diana ng.. control urself! control ur fingers..dont reply sms from some ppl... dont bother to reply!! Current Location: Singapore, Singapore Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: 爱我的人和我爱的人

(Leave a comment)

(Leave a comment)

May 5th, 2010

03:36 pm recently so many sad things have happened... firstly was my colleagues' mum, she passed away suddenly while my fren was still working.. heard tt she was so stunned that she only cried n cried.. really felt so sad for her.. the nxt is a cleaner from my hospital, i think he must have worked very long there tt everyone is so upset abt it.. he had a rta and passed away... sometimes i just like to grumble how life sucks and sometimes even ready to give it up. but at certain times, life can be so fragile and precious. i dont know what am i trying to say but perhaps i just wanna say y am i so weak tt i wanna choose give up life just because of minor things while some ppl dont have a choice on living or dying.. it just happened when they dont even expect it. poor english~ Current Location: Singapore, Singapore Current Mood: lonely Current Music: You're a god

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

April 25th, 2010

12:38 am - Random updates Ended work at 1230hrs and went home straight.. had a big fight with somebody the previous night and was really angry till i cried and cried. I admit that i went overboard but please consider my situation and think about how i feel.. you nv ever think about what i am going through right now cuz u nv put urself in my shoes and really think about it. anyways... i slacked the whole day through. really aimless.. just slp, eat and surf the net. how i wish i can go somewhere to relax.. even if its just for a few days. somewhere that i can lie down and look at the sky and think about it. Im changing job soon..sort of a change in direction. medical related but includes sales too. pretty afraid that i cant cope with sales cuz im a natural introvert, its just that when im familiar with that person or place then i will get really chatty, crappy, naggy and noisy. I hope that the change of environment can let me have a diff experience and can know more diff kinds of ppl. going for bbq with l.e. later.. kinda looking forward to it but just a lil sad tt its on a sun, that means we cant stay till too late also. i tink the last time i met l.e. was... last xmas when we played with clayed and made lots of cute stuffs. feel like having a change in hairstyle, shoulder length or just trim it? wanna change the color of my hair too.. c'mon ailisa, lets go do the ash green thingy! wanna do something different. guess i'll need to do more shopping for sorta OL clothes, any tips ppl? afterall i havent wrked in office b4. Although i dont see them wearing tt formal but when i required to meet clients i will need to wear more formal. so sad tt i cant go HK cuz cant make it in time also.. but probably would plan to go overseas nxt year cuz i cant take AL for 12 months but during this period it would be accumulated and probably can take by nxt may. Abit sad though cuz my leave is decreased from 21 days to 14 days.. 7 days lesser. =( Current Location: Singapore, Singapore Current Mood: melancholy

(3 comments | Leave a comment)

April 21st, 2010

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

11:51 pm Saturday, March 27, 2010 i don't know what to do i'm really so heartbrokened and disappointed to the point that i feel like giving everything up.. diappointed that u lied to me... disappointed that u not considered how i would have felt.. the 2 years time is just a LIE... u nv bothered... u dont care how much pain i will feel to recive this kinda news.. pls help me..get rid of the pain..im feeling so terrible.. crying till the wee hours... crying when im in the bus.. crying whenever im alone but i dont know who to turn to.. why this kinda this always happen to me.. what wrong have i done? u lied! and i really hate u! Current Mood: disappointed

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

November 15th, 2009

10:04 pm - boo!! doing my on-call now.. looking forward to 2pm tmr.. cuz its the time that i can go home! pray hard that its a gd night tonight. so long never blog already. hohoho..back for the moment becuz i don't know what to do online. >.< the reason that im back is maybe im not feeling very ok right now. its all becuz of my kpo-ness, anyhow look around until i see things that i don't like. now im feeling unhappy... feeling 'yi zhen zhen de xin tong'. =( how how how? aiyo..y im still feeling like this? what is wrong w me? probably feelings of disappointment, tinge of jealousy perhaps? and a lil heartache hohoho... sobsob! need a hug n shoulder now. why? why do i have to be reminded of the past? and at this time? i don't want! i thought i have put aside the past and forgotten all about it! or was i pretending all along? stupid curiosity! Current Location: Rh ot corridor Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: nope

(Leave a comment)

August 1st, 2009

01:42 am - Nana's favourite shop SEXY DIAMOND SINGAPORE 260 ORCHARD ROAD #03-02 THE HEEREN SHOPS(238855). TEL:+(65)67335844. Website: http://www.sexydiamond-sg.com/ Current Location: Singapore, Singapore Current Mood: loved

(Leave a comment)

01:38 am - Happy nurses day! Happy nurses' day to all nurses~! tra-la-la~ Current Location: Singapore, Singapore Current Mood: frustrated

(Leave a comment)

May 11th, 2009

(Leave a comment)